Guess who's back

I'm back people and I'm here to stay. Wow, I cannot believe that it's almost been a year since my last blog post but I do have a good reason for why I didn't want to do this anymore.

When I started this blog, It was just something else to do. It may sound corny but I was completely conflicted about who I was as a person and I thought starting a blog would define me. I wanted to be that girl with the blog because then I'm different.

There was someone in my life for a short period of time and for that period of time this 'friendship' to me defined who I was, my thoughts and my time. To cut the long story short this person exited my life and I really just thought to myself "what next.....?". I felt worthless and unwanted and at that point my self esteem was at an all time low.

It was at that moment that I came to the realisation that I needed to learn how to live for me and no one else, discover who I am as a person and really learn to be content with who I am, what I have and what I am. I did a lot of soul searching over the summer (mostly on boats) and It's taken a while but I know that I am at a stage in my life right now where I just love life and everything that comes with it.

This last year has truly phenomenal. It has handsdown been the best year of my life so far. I am now currently at a stage in my life where I feel like an individual, I love and appreciate life, I am confident, I know who I am, I know what I want from life and I'm just having fun with life. I turned 21 in June and I made the decision to be happy and havent looked back since then. I feel like a completely different person now and I know it is only going to get better from here.

I am not saying I am where I want to be in life, I'm still a working progress but I look forward to the journey and the experiences that it will bring.

So to anyone out there who may be in the situation that I found myself in last year just know that It gets better.

So I am back to blogging because I want to do it and I enjoy doing it.

NO NEGATIVITY

So over the next few posts I am going to update you with everything I have gotten up to in the last 12 months and also share a few outfit pictures with you all.

Stay FaBuLoUs

That Rihanna reign just won't let up

I loooooooooooove Ri Ri's style. She's a bad ass b*tch and she knows it. The phrase 'swagger on a hunnid' really just reminds me of Rihanna and how she is so fearless when it comes to style and fashion She takes risks and she's a trendsetter. I remember when I was 16 I also foolishly cut my hair ridiculously short just because she did it and I thought I was the ish. Like seriously I thought I was bad ass with that hair cut.
So in honour of Ri, here are some of my favourite Rihanna fashion moments.

Love the vintage vibe of this outfit

Again killing it

I want these Loubie's

THIS OUTFIT IS FIRE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (Want this for my 21st)

 SUPERSTAR

I hope Ri inspires you as much as she does me.

Stay FaBuLoUs Dolls,

xoxo

Cynthia

It's Leanin

This is one of the memorable quotes said by the legendary Ms. Evelyn Lozada.

Others include 'You a non mutha-f**king factor' and 'You ain't about this life'.
She is absolutely hilarious and she may get haters but she's real and she takes no BS from nobody. She's also very smart and has turned her 15 minutes into a growing empire and for that she deserves some respect.

For those unfamiliar with her she's on basketball wives and I advise you check it out and you will be thoroughly entertained.

Stay Fabulous dolls
xoxo
Cynthia